I couldn't help but put this on my Blog!!

i heard it before you said it.my heart relieved to realize that freedom was so near.expecting you to fire off at the mouth i intended to trap you in your words.if you say, then it will mean this...and you fell for it.yesssssswhat have i done?the past has passed me by now as an image in the mirror, i c the shell of a man.inside lies only fragments of a man.a man whose deceitful, cunning, and conniving ways have caught up with the marathon runner of integrity and self-fulfillment.my words have finally gotten me in trouble.can't go back now...can only learn the lesson and try to forget the details.two roads have diverged in the woods and ive walked them both.they spiraled around and in passing i saw myself standing at that fork.contemplating where my direction would be where my journey would lead.i tried to yell to that confused man standing there, just act, just move, just be.but whatever you do, do not be overcome by the paralysis of analysis.i spiraled by again, and again, and again. to the point that i didnt even recognize myself.i had crucified myself, but without resurrection.without a claim, without even a martyrs swagger.just hanging...hangin...hangin around....loitering on the playground of emotion.who's next. please take a number. i learned the lesson.the clichés dont help unless you've been around that spiral and you've seen yourself.its only called jaywalking because of sidewalks.its only called interruption because something was in progress.its only called pain when pleasure has been known.its only called maturity if someone has grown.its only called rest when something's been taken.energy, productivity, and time are often all mistaken.its only called joy when a smile has disappeared.but its also called joy when a smile penetrates the tears.yesterday's called yesterday to remind that yes today is now.and tomorrow is today's fruit, what have you planted in the ground?its only called redemption when you have lost face.but it can't be called salvation...if you have lost faith.it's only called time because you can't stop it.but eternity is right now...how will you define it?i heard it before you said it, because words are recycled.they're reduced and reused yet their owner is held liable.time and opportunity...never take for granted.tomorrow is today's fruit, what have you planted?